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[09 Dec 2005|09:50pm] |
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Okay, I'm sick and tired of this shit! I'm not blogging anymore, NOT ANYMORE! NOT ANYMORE! NOT ANYMORE!
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[09 Dec 2005|06:05pm] |
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I swear the world is corrupted. I now totally agree with 'Enemy Of The People' my lit book.
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[27 Nov 2005|10:14pm] |
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I need anger management.
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[26 Nov 2005|10:26pm] |
Sam thanks ya, for just being there.
I'm sorry if I made anybody pissed.
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[24 Nov 2005|04:17pm] |
Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best
Of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf
Of good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life
- Green Day (Time Of Your Life)
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[24 Nov 2005|04:08pm] |
I'm superly tired now, I just feel like lying down and doing nothing. Rushed back home from church to get some peace, I need quiet. Took a walk to accent before going to church to get my clarinet stand the walk is like majorly long. I'm tired, I need rest and somebody is making me frustrated here! ARGH!
Will be meeting bebe and candice soon, I finally found the time to spend with them.
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[23 Nov 2005|10:22pm] |
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I'm highly impressed today.
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[21 Nov 2005|03:46pm] |
Went out with mum today (= Finally had time to spend with her. Went to city link, got my ripcurl slippers. Went around to look for formal wear, walked till my legs ached so bad, I'll probably have to amputate them sooner or late, ok I'm making it sound so drastic. Anyway, I managed to get one. Bought sunglasses, they're pink, looks funky.
It was 4.20 when Andrea was walking along Orchard Road to tangs when there was this extremly extremly good looking Jap guy walking next to her! OMG HE IS DAMN GOOD LOOKING, DROP DEAD HANDSOME THE BEST I'VE SEEN SO FAR! AHHHH!!! FAINTS AND DIES!!! I wanted to bite the hand belonging to the girl holding his hand. Runs off to learn jap. nah.
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[21 Nov 2005|01:44am] |
Yesterday's NIE Concert :-
It wasn't fantastic, but the lights which were stuck on the stands were so cute. I think the trombones sounded nice anyway. Percussion went out of time a gazillion times and nobody watched the conductor -.-" Had fun with Alex during the concert, clapped off beats, tried clapping triplets at the off beats, and failed, I think we annoyed the guy sitting beside me after the interval. Sang my yesterday & hey jude solo. Ahh, the times with liyi kwan and surong, concerts were a BLAST!
Had time to spend with liyi and kwan after the concert with alex & louisa. Went to raffles place to have dinner at burger king. I started bursting out in laughter for no rhyme or reason O_o Sexpo talk and what fries poking into a container, I offered an onion ring. louisa's mind isn't polluted yet, I wonder why? Thats besides the point. After dinner we walked to esplanade outdoors and not through the underpass :) Took pics with alex, crossed the road, stopped in the middle of it and took a pic. Took another one in phone booths, and at the roof terance of esplanade, that pic so sooo nice. Ok, I love the esplanade roof top, so romantic hahs, but its now filled with people so nah. Went into the violin shop! OMG the violins are so WOW! kwan, liyi & alex asked me to play, so I did. My playing sucks, was playing the J.S bach piece Allemanda when I forgot the notes and owner of the shop took out the book and yah, but the bowings were different, played mozart. I TRIED A $24,000 violin and a $4800 bow. People came in asked me to play and stuff (: I played a note on the flute. haha! Liyi plays the flute damn well! Ah! haha. I swear I'm going to the shop to play on the violin again, and hope that I'll get that bow when I start earning money, that is if its still there. I LOVE THE SHOP! but i play better on my own violin, not used to to those. Time spent with liyi and kwan (=
I'm going into a nervous break down, sweaty palms, knotted stomach, a failing diaphragm, and I won't be able to play on wednesday. I should shut up.
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[19 Nov 2005|07:32pm] |
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Mr Wong's speech during full band practice that day was true. STC girls biggest fear is that if you scold people or be strict, people would gossip behind their back. Sometimes I wonder if the band members actually bother reading the pin ups on gossip, confidence etc on the board at the back of the bandroom. Its there to make the band LOOK civilized. I'm glad to say that I've overcome this nonsense, I give a damn if people want to talk behind my back. Talk more (=
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[16 Nov 2005|11:16pm] |
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Its nearly coming to the end of sec3. I've just realised how much I've gone through and I've actually overcomed, almost everything that I never believed I would pull myself out of, I have. All the problems, all the nonsense others put me through. Of course with the BIG BIG HELP from my 4 pillars whom I dearly treasure, and have helped me so much, not only to overcome all this, but to help me grow and learn to be a stronger person.
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[13 Nov 2005|11:23pm] |
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Today wasn't a good day seriously. In fact I just feel like running away from everything now, like in forest gump, but I know that it really isn't the way. There's just too much for me to think about and its not the right time and i screwed everything up. All that happened today so my fault.
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[11 Nov 2005|11:28pm] |
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I have the tendency to over react to situations, and its annoying me.
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[10 Nov 2005|11:12pm] |
I just got home, mum brought me to pastamania to have dinner, finally tried the smoked salmon pasta =) Went looking around for clothes, didn't buy anything.
Anyway, I spent practically 5 hours cleaning up my room, how exhausting, I could have just drop dead on the 5th hour, due to dust inhalation and dizziness.
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[05 Nov 2005|10:07pm] |
Just reached home, parables went for retreat, cat class was kinda cold today. Went kinda high today, its xuan ya's fault she started early in the morning. was late in meeting her, woke up late *bites lip* I have a very bad habit for going back to sleep everytime I wake up...
It takes a strong person to deal with tough times and difficult choices. You are a strong person. But it takes courage. You possess the inner courage to see through. Believe in yourself, hold on and move forward.
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[03 Nov 2005|08:13pm] |
Reached back at around 7.30, couldn't stay at home today, if I had I would have died of boredom, or died due to lack to water in my body via crying.
Anyway, I woke up late, bebe and candice were meeting at Plaza Sing at 11. I met them later at around erm 12+ I think. They were such sweethearts, waited for me so that we could have lunch together. Went to Ajisan to have Raman. Went to get bebe's quiksilver camping bag, its nice. Then met this quite good looking guy on the train ride there, but he speaks too much chinese and carries a girls gucci bag. Anyway, after that went to bebe's house help her paint the guitar banner, we did it in 15mins and it was a messy piece, haha! But we had a lot of fun doing it, laughter is all that matters. Went back to her room, talked alot, watched bebe re string her guitar. Candice went to sleep, while I learned Romance d'amour on the guitar, which I still can't play. After that watched some jap videos, or maybe watch the good looking guys on it. Then went back home with candice, while bebe had dinner with her family.
Everyday, I wonder what the world has become, I don't care anymore what people say, or how they want to think, cause as long as I take courage, and walk forward. I'll fall, I admit, nobody can be that strong all the time, but it takes courage to admit when you do fall and to to pick yourself up after failures and carry on. Inner courage.
Inner courage was gerri and kevin's last cat class lesson, sometimes I think god really send me signs, he knows whats happening and he helps me with my life as well. The signs he had sent, came in different forms, may a times, I think I didn't look out for them. But now I have, and its going to help me.
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[02 Nov 2005|11:04pm] |
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
fat.
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
-.-
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
erm yah...haha
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
erm u know ppl die underneath extremly fat people during sex?
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
O_O
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
serious?!
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
haha yeah I heard from somewhere
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
LOL!
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
oh no no...I watched the epi on CSI
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
ha!
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
...
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
sometimes watching CSI makes me wonder whether whatever they said is true
[ Andrea ] U touched my hand I could touch the sky says:
I heard its based on true cases cause the director or producer or somebody in the management crew is some CID of something
.surong. // - this is freaky haha. says:
omg
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[02 Nov 2005|10:20pm] |
- Goodbye [Air Supply]
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
(Chorus)
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
(Chorus) You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye
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[02 Nov 2005|09:44pm] |
I drop dead tired...
Dad and mum bought dinner for me today, cause they were on the way to the coffeeshop.
My Wishlist isn't getting any shorter. I want chinese new year NOW! so that money can come flocking in.
Holidays are good, cause I won't get to see those bastards! Don't mind my language, i don't uaually use these sort. Anyway, why should I care about what people say about me, I shouldn't let all those words get to me.
Surong is madness, haha j/k j/k :D She's coming down on friday, yay! I kinda miss her. haa...
Touched. haha!
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